Horoscope, an alarm clock that we set before we came here

I have been reading papers written on astrology, astronomy as well as the papers written by astrologers. 

I have found the constellation so interesting to the point that I felt like my horoscope was an alarm clock that I set before I was born. 

And it went off ever so loudly early 2020! LOL

I guess many people must have set their alarm clocks at the same time as mine. 

Right? 

I am someone who can be "carried away" by things that I am engaging with. 

So, it makes sense for my soul to set this huge alarm clock for me at this juncture. 

Last weekend, we've had full-moon in Aquarius for the second time in 2021. 

As we the humans believed (misunderstood) that "we weren't good enough", we have indulged ourselves in addictions to power and control for so long. 

Because that allow us to excuse if and when things didn't work. 

"It wasn't my fault. I just did it because I was told to do so. "

I actually have said something like that when I was a child, at school. 

This is ending, as we are reinstating the true self within ourselves. 

As I am acknowledging more of myself, new ideas have been popping up within myself. 

Things that I never thought about before as something I would like to pursue. 

What about you? 

From the old way of being, when we have new ideas, we often mask it with emotions like anxiety. 

So if you are experiencing anxiety instead of excitement, check in with yourself. 

Ask yourself, if this anxiety is a legitimate emotion for just being anxious about my new beginning?
Or, is this my good old fear stopping me from making a leap of faith?!

Let's go!