I love this couple! To me, ascension is the expansion of our consciousness. And what does expanding our consciousness like? I take it something like this. We all had a thing or two or more to feel bad about ourselves when we were....let's say 14 or 15. Problems. But when we became 20, 30 , 40, 50.....the same thing won't bother us anymore. Not necessarily that the problems were solved, but they just cannot bother us anymore in the same way they did when we're like 14. This is how it feels like to me. That is tiredness.
Yes, tiredness. I learned this during a seminar by Dr. Nelson, who is the founder of Emotion Code & Body Code. Apparently, sleepiness and tiredness are the most common symptoms of allergy. That's why, it is so easily dismissed. I have lactose intolerance but I had some milky ice-cream last week. I knew it, but I thought it was okay. But right after that, I became very sleepy. Then, my nose was absolutely blocked by bedtime. I began to sneeze as if I had a hay fever or something. This is very typical for those who have lactose intolerance. After three days of just telling myself "Well, it's okay, it will go away, when it goes away!" and not actively do anything to heal. A healer not healing herself? Yes! It often works faster than trying so hard to heal. Because often, our "eagerness" to heal is expressed as "irritation" for having the symptoms in the first place! I kept chilling while sneezing and talking in my nasal voice. After three days, it was almost gone. Once I got a clearer voice, I began "healing" myself by checking why I chose to have one with milk instead of lactose free one. Allergy of this level is considered to be a soft nudge from our body, trying to make a point or two with us. But if we dismiss it or face it with an irritation, then our body have no choice but to send us something more than that. In other words, it gets serious. That's why, it's important to look at it when the symptoms ease down. So that the alarm doesn't go off. I have been reading papers written on astrology, astronomy as well as the papers written by astrologers.
I have found the constellation so interesting to the point that I felt like my horoscope was an alarm clock that I set before I was born. And it went off ever so loudly early 2020! LOL I guess many people must have set their alarm clocks at the same time as mine. Right? I am someone who can be "carried away" by things that I am engaging with. So, it makes sense for my soul to set this huge alarm clock for me at this juncture. Last weekend, we've had full-moon in Aquarius for the second time in 2021. As we the humans believed (misunderstood) that "we weren't good enough", we have indulged ourselves in addictions to power and control for so long. Because that allow us to excuse if and when things didn't work. "It wasn't my fault. I just did it because I was told to do so. " I actually have said something like that when I was a child, at school. This is ending, as we are reinstating the true self within ourselves. As I am acknowledging more of myself, new ideas have been popping up within myself. Things that I never thought about before as something I would like to pursue. What about you? From the old way of being, when we have new ideas, we often mask it with emotions like anxiety. So if you are experiencing anxiety instead of excitement, check in with yourself. Ask yourself, if this anxiety is a legitimate emotion for just being anxious about my new beginning? Or, is this my good old fear stopping me from making a leap of faith?! Let's go! I had been wondering about this for some years.
Some people seem to be so certain about their life purposes. When I saw these people, I always felt that I wasn't "good enough". Looking back, the reason that I didn't "feel" my life purpose was that I didn't realise that my life in this human form had an expiry date. We all know that we will eventually depart from this human body, notice the signs of ageing etc. yet, how real is it for you? To me, it wasn't as real as how I am feeling today. It became more realistic to me as I got older for sure. But unless we understand at a deeper level, the meaning of our body having an expiry date, we cannot really be present. Yes, the power of living in the now! Those who really live in the now are the ones who truly understand that their bodies have expiry dates. That's why, each moment shines, right? Many people who have been diagnosed with terminal diseases that allowed them to realise that their bodies have expiry dates. Through this experience, many of them gathered their courage to ignite their life to spark. As a result, many of them surpassed their life expectancy told by their doctors. When that happens, we no longer have moments wondering what our life purposes are. Because we become the life purpose itself. How was your 8.8.2021?
As I listened to other spiritual people around the globe about the energy of 8.8, I expected to have a cool, quiet, calm day. On the contrary, I felt super creative! I've read, discovering new things, retouching my pictures, singing (!) and more. If you read my previous post about "soul name", it allowed me to switch myself to a creative mode! So, knowing your soul name isn't about changing your name. I'm still Kaeko but the energy attached to the name is gone. Our name has been overloaded with all kinds of human limitations and conditionings, which became too much to be who we are! To the point we almost forget who we were from the beginning, you know? That's what I meant :) Since yesterday, I've been thinking a lot about Uranus energy, which is the ruler of Aquarius. This new moon will be full in Aquarius in 2 weeks time and this is the second full moon in Aquarius which is very rare. Uranus is often reminded with a tarot card, Tower. Tower is seen as unfavourable in common Tarot sense, but it turns out to be a deeply rewarding experience to be expanded. It is an action to let go of misalignments of all kinds which we inflicted upon ourselves due to our own ego. So that we can evolve into a more consciously expanded self. Tower is a symbol of what Saturn (the planet) energy symbolises, while the thunder which strikes the tower embodies the energy of Uranus. I guess we've all had some if not many like me! Tower moments in our lives. And when that happens, it's happening for us, not to us. If you're interested in the energy of Uranus, Joseph Wolf Green wrote a book about it. 8.8 will be very special.
It is called Lion's Gate. But also, tomorrow is new moon in Leo. And, on top of all these, tomorrow, my natal Sun will be in conjunction with transit Saturn (the planet). It is VERY significant as this conjunction is once in your life time event. (In astrology, I mean.) So, let's look into this one by one. Lion's Gate, is where this energy portal will become wide open. It is said to be a time of increased cosmic energy flowing between the physical and spiritual realms. This year, it is also new moon, which usually means a start, a new beginning. And to me, it is also the transit Saturn (the planet) covers my natal Sun completely. Saturn is the planet with the ring around and it takes about 28 years to make a full circle. It means that when you have a major aspect like this, you're being asked to change your way to create in life for the coming 30 years. Whatever that will be for me, it will be something that I will be committed to for the next 30 years. In other words, I am taking off my "old me" like a school uniform. When you become a high school student, you won't wear the old school uniform from an elementary school anymore. That's what's happening to me. For the past 10 years, the drumming sound of Saturn was becoming loud and clear to me, in the runner up to this Lion's Gate. I have released many things, physically and mentally. It has been especially intense for the past few weeks. After 10 years + of working intensely with the energy of Saturn (the planet), I can feel my spiritual aspect clearly. And recently I got its name. Let's call it my soul name. My Earth name, Kaeko is like a role, condition, programme that I was given to fulfil certain aspects in my life purpose here on Earth in this human form. Whereas my soul name is beyond this realm of human body. I won't share the name here but it's something similar to that of Native American's naming system. They have something like "Magnificent Eagle" or " Wise Wolves". Mine was related to light. That was no surprise as I had been guided by that light for the past 30 years. It's cool to know the name of my soul, as I can call it up when I'm not in the good space of mind. It allows me to tune back into the alignment without denying what is. This year's 8.8 is a very special day in Japanese calendar apparently! So let's stay out of EMF, smartphones etc :) This is the hard disk from the computer that I used for the past 10 years.
It finally got broken down last year during lockdown. When these personal devices like computer and smartphone, your energy is being upgraded. Because these items absorb our energy more than anything else nowadays! So, when it stopped working all of a sudden, I was shocked but also "hey! upgrade!" I left it on my desk and just used my tablet for a while. But when I was going to get a new computer, I had to get rid of my old one. Nowadays, it's so complicated to dispose your electrical devices because they contain personal data! I love recycling but when your computer stopped working all of a sudden, you have no choice. When I took it to my local PC repair shop, I wasn't expecting my data to be retrieved but the guy behind the counter offered it. So, I got my 10 years worth of pictures, music files, my art works and etc in a portable hard disk. It is a time capsule in the style of 2021. When I looked at my faces in the pics over the years, I couldn't recognise myself. I look like someone else, yet it's me. Have you heard that our cells renew every 3 years? It means that none of the person in the old pics were physiologically another version of me. I feel fine! |
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